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Had a big quarrel with family ytd night after i came back from work. It was a long story. & i don't wish to say. But i will never forget that my dad said that ' I HATE YOU!' to me. How hurting is it when i heard that, his gf came to hug me & talk to me. But i don't wanna talk so much. Ytd dad and sis both gang up to quarrel with me. I couldn't stand it. Scream, shout, cry is all i can): Bf was standing beside to see-.- I think this is the first time he saw me like this. I know it looks insane, but i can't stand it anymore. Whenever things go wrong at home. I'm the first person to get scolded or get question. Why is it always me. Although i came out from girls home and hostel. Doesn't mean i won't change. & i had already proof that i had change, at least i get top 3 in my exams, to find a job all what so ever. but they still treat me this way. I can't get it. Ytd dad was so unreasonable. WAS DAMN UNREASONABLE! That i feel like slapping him. I cry till i couldn't even talk properly. After that i close the door and bf came over to hug me. ): He console me and all. Baby, thanks for being there when i needed you. Although when ytd you are sleeping you scolded me and give me attitude): ): ): ): & i'm already fcuking depressed. But i still bear with it ok! Sometimes i wonder what is the meaning of ' Home '. What is the meaning of ' Family ' ? Now~ Even if i've reached home, it feels like i'm a outsider, it not my home. It not......................
What's home sweet home? What's the feelings of love from family? Tell me.....................................
Depressed): Baby, iloveyou.